i was a brave person at the counseling center today, thanks to brian holding my hand. i even told annemarie about smoking and watching south park to mask the pain. nothing kathartic yet. i was shakey and flight-or-fight…

yesterday, while walking at the downtown bus station, i ran into the boy who raped me.my ears were full of punk rock when i looked up and there he was, looking at me, saying "hey kat..." as if he's going to talk to me, t…

weeek/weak.i apologize for this most likely being a bullet-point style entry. tuesday: went to blaine, met the fifth grade class i'll be mentoring. they're awesome kids. their teacher was gone, but the sub was aware we w…

let's hear it for kat!and to celebrate last night, i had a glass of leftover wine and smoked for the first time in nearly five weeks. hi, there. i'd like to go to sleep, now.the weekend with mom was wonderful! we kayake…

indeed, time keeps on slippin' into the future. (insert mystical keyboards here.) apparently, i made it through monday alive and indeed, everything was fine and dandy for ol' katty-kat-kat-kat until she got home... and …