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hope for healing
i was a brave person at the counseling center today, thanks to brian holding my hand. i even told annemarie about smoking and watching south park to mask the pain. nothing kathartic yet. i was shakey and flight-or-fight… -
god damn this hold music is corny!
the night between saturday and sunday, i had a nightmare about working for a television company with six-pack evil pants. it really shook me up. i felt a lot of pain and couldn't stop thinking about him at work, so i wen… -
put me out to pasture
yesterday, while walking at the downtown bus station, i ran into the boy who raped me.my ears were full of punk rock when i looked up and there he was, looking at me, saying "hey kat..." as if he's going to talk to me, t… -
limbo
here i am: the green-eyed girl. living with one foot in the future and one in the past. living off desperation and soggy dreams, i walk through the forest, remembering words d.h. lawrence wrote far before i was born. suc… -
baby, i'm a speed freak
indeed, time keeps on slippin' into the future. (insert mystical keyboards here.) apparently, i made it through monday alive and indeed, everything was fine and dandy for ol' katty-kat-kat-kat until she got home... and … -
dear anniversary, look how far i've come
this time two years ago, i was riding a long board through red square. this time last year, i was hiding in a closet, crying myself dehydrated, trying not to snap in two.what a difference a day can make. what a differenc… -
wake up, wake up, it's the first of the month!
(love ola.) i just got off the phone with zach! not only is he 25 years old now, but he is still alive and seems to be doing fine as the same ol' zach. he's still working in the jail cafeteria, which is the longest he's … -
my body wants
sleep sleep sleep carving deep-blue ripples in the tissue of my mind. so, i've been writing back and forth with dear yyan over facebook.com. and it is so beautifully unreal to have that boy's words again. how i love. … -
i need more days like this in my life
9/7/2009 c.e. walks in the rain. running through the forest at night. watching the clouds roll by. i want a daily reminder that trees are immaculate. sometimes, life is damn good. (i've had this xanga for ov… -
went down south across the border
left the chaos and disorder. so i'm back from mexico, having neither been kidnapped by a drug cartel nor having contracted the swine flu. it was amazing. i'm about to post pictures to my myspace and facebook of us havi…
inkblossom
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- Name: kat caboin
- Country: United States
- State: Washington
- Metro: Bellingham
- Birthday: 3/17/1990
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 9/9/2004
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hope for healing
i was a brave person at the counseling center toda... -
a quick love note:
dear zach, after reading a bunch of old notebook ... -
god damn this hold music is corny!
the night between saturday and sunday, i had a nig...
